I'm a first time mum, and the last year has been a massive learning curve. In the days BB (before baby), I wasn't the most maternal of people. Of course when my own wrinkly little newborn was handed to me, there was an instant bond and a huge rush of love, but also a certain amount of fear. I had no frame of reference when it came to babies. I'd never changed a nappy, I'd never paced the floor at … [Read more...]